The dawn is breaking, its early morn.
Being the silly me, trying to fight with time and stop him from moving towards 8 o'clock, HAD TO get out of my bed at that second. Its Thursday, my finals for the semester is like two days away. I dragged myself to the bathroom, freshen up, and got ready for college.
Sighs. This little feeling of sorrow is running all over my mind, making me upset at the same time. Its a quiet journey to college with her this morning. I just don't feel like uttering a word.
Yes, time is running out.
Looking at my group mates, snapping pictures with cellphones and cameras, planning for farewell party? Its really disturbing. Supposedly, we will never be in the same class and the same group of friends for the next semester. This is so true.
From ice breaking, doing some simple self-introduction, getting into groups and waving my fingers saying hello to my new friends. It feels like yesterday. It feels like I've just went to the orientation, getting so confused by all the things that are going to happen to me in college, doing different things at all sorts of departments at HELP, trying so hard to get used to the life underground with freezing air conditioners. All of these happened just like a lighting at the sky, where I will not catch them if I blink my eyes.
Gossips, disatisfactions and confrontations.
When there's people, there's gossips. Yea right.
So so so many things had happened since March 17. All of them doesn't seem to matter much to me, till today, until I feel that pinch that this semester is going to an end. Although its just 3 to 4 months time together, we're still friends. Eventhough we don't say Hi to everyone ever
yday, but still, we would at least move our lips for a few mm's at least, when we bump into each other. Some might not be close, but yeah, we're from Group D.Maybe you know, this is just time for us to grow up, to start mixing around, to let yourself to get familiar with people in the shortest period of time, because that's what's the outside world is going to be like! No joke.
I will miss you guys. Seriously.
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Its Monday! I am sure that almost everyone on this planet would anticipate for weekends to come, but for myself, I think I am the only one who will shut my eyes tight on the bed during the nights and pray for the clock to just pause before it strucks twelve.
Its been 2 weeks since I started my part time job, which means, I've been to work for 6 days. I cannot deny the fact that its a really good experience working out there, which let me see more, explore a little bit more than others. Although its fun working initially, but standing and walking around for 5 consecutive hours is kinda bad in fact.
Looking at the expressions of people waiting for their drinks to be served, the smile on their faces when the receives them, is really satisfying in one way or another. Fruit juices with a tiny umbrella and a "ball" of honeydew, ice blended dairies with whipped cream and chocolate syrups and milkshakes with a smiley face on the surfaces. You know, it feels really good when you're about to serve your customers their orders, and waiting for their expressions thats full of satisfaction. At the same time, I cant stop myself from grinning and the "wow" feeling deep inside your soul. Its just like some sort of tingles on your heart. =D
However, I am starting to get tired of this job although its just 6 days. Mr. Laziness has came back to me, poisoned me and surrounded me, from top to toe. I tend to leave to work later and later, and sometimes, I just don't feel like going at all. 7pm till 12pm. GOSH! How unbearable is that!! I feel so suffocated when it comes to Monday, my work are not done, assignments are incomplete. Maybe this is just part of time management but I am just too tired for them.
BUT. No matter what it takes, or what happens, I CANNOT QUIT!!
Simply because.
I need money for SHOPPING!!
Its MEGA Sales!!